it's been awhile since i last ranted or wrote about my feelings. damn where has the time gone...sigh. well, i'm 21 & invincible now! still single, sitting, waiting, wishing...
however, i recently did get my game on, thanks to my best girls for helping me and giving me the extra "push" that i needed. i know it seems silly and all that i can't even start the game without having some sort of coaching beforehand, but hey i am trying real hard to score on my own.
so far, i'm getting mixed signals...well, i think he started it first, then i gave him back one, and now he gave one back to me O.o
sighhhh i hate the unknown. i try to be myself but i can only be myself if he'd let me. i dont want to give myself away too much @ the same time.
for some reason i feel so rejected...i mean i prob am being rejected but then he comes @ me again. i swear he just wanted me attention @ his convenience. grr and i hate that i asssume. well, until next time...
p.s. sex & the city is my new fav. show...it's very shocking. but carrie bradshaw is a bit inspirational to me. it has given me a little hope, though i know it's just a show.
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