And so Annie waits...

The song called "Annie waits" by Ben folds played twice on the 2 diff times I've been there...so weird.
hmm yes, i think i do wait and just keep waiting. I wait for real love and real life to happen. I'm not desperate, just going w/ the flow and in fact, i love what has come into my life so far. But i am waiting for that it-only-happens-in- the-movies type of situation. Ugh typical dream on bullshit i know, but hey it can happen ;) maybe it's b/c I've been watching too many romantic movies on showtime & lifetime this summer (that only proves how my summer sucks & i don't have a life) & that stuff is drilling into my head about finding that tall, dark, & handsome (ex: keanu reeves...YUM) & eventually everything will fall in place after he has swept my feet off the ground...


well, that'll be the day

Lost memories find their way back

It's been awhile. He comes up in my mind from time to time. It just sucks to not know how things were suppose to end. Instead, it's this ambiguous thought that creeps up and haunt me. it was Dr. G. who had brought me back to that nostalgic feeling. the way he described the women he knew. One situation he described sounded exactly like a situation I'd been in. Felt so protected and safe knowing he'd do that for me. Too bad in the "end" it was all for show or some other shit he was trying to prove. but man, was i attracted to both their personalities...