Lost memories find their way back

It's been awhile. He comes up in my mind from time to time. It just sucks to not know how things were suppose to end. Instead, it's this ambiguous thought that creeps up and haunt me. it was Dr. G. who had brought me back to that nostalgic feeling. the way he described the women he knew. One situation he described sounded exactly like a situation I'd been in. Felt so protected and safe knowing he'd do that for me. Too bad in the "end" it was all for show or some other shit he was trying to prove. but man, was i attracted to both their personalities...